i never meant to sound like this

just got back from my text.
blah.
doesn't matter too much.
just going to drop the lowest score.

i lied.
i hate it when people ask what's wrong.
i don't want to give a fake smile or make an excuse.
i don't want to tell the truth,
i just don't want to have anything wrong.

i'm going to end it tonight.
it's for the best.
well maybe i'm just making it sound like it's for the best.
to satisfy my needs and disregard others.

but hey,
can't i be selfish at times?

i guess not.

"if i could choose, it's only you."

i'm done