time to "man-up"

but then run away like a little girl right after.

i wrote a 6 page essay, stuffed it in an envelope, and colored on the outside how i felt on the inside.
hope the message was sent.
i didn't even understand it, but i rarely understand anything even if it comes from me.

i was finally able to think earlier while i was at the gym.
i did my occasional head nod to the regulars but the whole time i was just thinking.

this post isn't necessary.
i don't even think this blog is necessary.
but oh well.
i'll deal with it anyway.

there's a lot on my to-do list:
-learn how to cook MORE food.
-start doing arts and crafts again.
-remember how it is to be a kid.
-and much more.

a good friend told me her random list.
every little thing about her that makes her who she is made me happy.
all simple, but sweet.

i'll work on my random list for next time.

my nose is itchy.

i just picked it
O.O

gdnight?